Birthday party note
Meaning behind this gift
Please read this before entering the party. By continuing, you confirm that you have read and understood the meaning behind this gift, and that you are aware of what I am saying here.
This birthday gift is strictly a friendly gift, from one friend to another, made with kindness, appreciation, care, and gratitude for the time and affection you gave me.
Even if some parts include our small romantic past, or moments where I sound like I am yearning, longing, pining or showing limerence towards you, this is not meant to bring anything back romantically or ask for anything back in general, so please enjoy it like a normal birthday gift from a friend, maybe just a little more special because what we had as people was special to me in a way I cannot fully describe.
Two more things
Before we actually enter the party, you must wear this Billie Eilish vanilla perfume.
Before you leave your house for the party, don't forget to take your keys. I do not want you stranded outside in the cold again :(
Question 1
what color was hitler eyes?😂
Correct answer: blue
I assume you know why this question was asked HAHAHA. oh lord I still wonder till this day what made the author add this question in a kids game 😭
Tic tac toe
Beat Tabi's robot
Your move. You are X.
After we stopped talking
I'm kidding LMAOOO
Well actually, I did not talk to one single girl after we stopped talking, especially after the religious guilt that hit me because of the reason you ended things. God must be a comedian at heart, because what do you mean this lesson came with this kind of connection? LOL.
Also, after feeling what it is like to lose someone you love, oh lord, never again am I getting that close with anyone. I wish I knew there were consequences to getting attached and falling in love with someone, then suddenly you just stop talking.
And besides that, how was I supposed to talk to another girl when my first love is still all over my mind?
Anyways, what I was really doing was yearning over you every single day through art. Making this site was part of that process, and somehow it eventually became your birthday gift.
But you know what art I yearned over you with the most? Music. Yes, music. Omg.
Guess the song
Track 01
Mystery song
Press play and guess what is playing
Which song is this?
Oh My Angel
I think you know why this song made it to the list take a hint that one horse picture and instagram LMAOOO
Tabi realizing the first girl he hugged, held hands with, and kissed might not be the girl he marries.
Would you like some m&m's? LMAOO cough cough dont ask me why
So here some m&m's
Jokes aside
Just a little note
You mentioned to me two or three times that you had an eating disorder (anorexia). Thank you for trusting me enough to share that with me. I just wanted to slide in a supporting message.
Even if we are basically strangers now, I care about your well-being, and so does your family. Do not get mad at your mom when she reminds you to eat like you told me HAHAHA. She just cares about you.
Lastly, keep being gentle with yourself and take care of your health. I may not always know the right thing to say, but I am rooting for you. I hope things get easier for you with time, and I know they will :)
Find Charlie
Click the beach when you find him.
Letter 1 of 2
Apology Letter
The End of this gift
Please stay till the end while this song plays because I have one last thing for you
If you are wondering how I chose this song omg I will tell you later on text it was just a coincidence to be honest you will be shocked.
But anyways I had so much fun during march and April making this site it wasn’t even a gift to be honest.
It was just me yearning and missing you and shows that love and romance is still in that air LOL.
It ended up becoming an birthday gift somehow that I was super hesitating yo give it you because it holds a lot of emotions and I do not wanna make it sound like I wanna bring something back
Not because I don’t love you anymore but I just don’t wanna hurt either of us I do not even know what exactly happened last time if I am being honest lol.
Maybe we could have an conversation after you see this gift
I also prefer if this is the last time we really talked it is this time rather than last time where you ghosted me for 2 days and we wrote each other paragraphs and ended with some maybe
I never really expected or thought of the possibility that we would never speak again but I guess life happened lol
I also have some poems about you yeah I know I was missing you so bad lol
I don’t even think you are supposed to see all this or know all this but being kind is free so why not make your birthday a little special
And hopefully you do not take it again as a romantic gift but just a kind gesture from one friend to another
Just some last words
Keep being the sweet Maude I met
Keep smiling you look super charming when you smile
Keep wearing winter foulards you look absolutely pretty when you wear them LOL
Keep working towards your dreams
Stay away from vices again as much as possible
Stay patient with life
And Remember you are super unique and special especially to my eyes
Love you and Miss you 🫶
Before this songs ends I have some notes for you
10 things I like about Maude
1. Your Sweetness
2. Your Charming Smile
3. Your EXOTIC green eyes
4. Your Intelligence (even tho I scored higher on that IQ test we took in the library LMAOO but icl when we visited that nature museum I was amazed how you knew like every animal loll )
5. Your smooth voice (I never got the chance to tell you that maybe you could try singing lol and btw the voice messages I talked about you were in English and you sound super cute when speaking English maybe we should have talked more in EnglishI would have fallen a lot harder in love maybe like I already wasn’t HAHHAHA)
6. Your kindness (not only to me but I saw when we use to hang out for example remember that one hockey guy in the museum we talked with you probably made his day by deciding to go see him and talk with him I remember you told me you felt bad no one is visiting him lol so keep being that kind Maude I met)
7. Your love for the animals
8. Your taste in music (even tho I only saw a little I just know you got amazing taste in music as someone who used to listen 24-7 music HAHA)
9. Your Honesty
10. EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU
Some fun facts about you
1. Did you know only 2% of the population has green eyes it is one of the most rarest eye colors ever
2. Did you know your name comes from an old Germanic name Matilda which means strength in battle and it is such an unique name I love it
The End
Make a wish
Tap each candle flame to blow it out. There are 18 candles.
I bought you a $100 Dynamite e-gift card. I will send you a screenshot of the card, and you can use it online or in person in store with the barcode. It can also be used at Garage.
Just before I leave you some last random words
I hope you liked this gift and again take this as an gift of kindness from one friend to another even tho I am aware it sounds super romantic
Deep down I am refraining myself so badly to be romantic and flirt maybe lets put some songs and I could flirt though songs HAHA wait let me play some sorry if I am crossing any boundaries but I might still have some dust of love left towards you while typing this yeah this is such a bad idea LMAOOO
Lowkey stayed up all night to finish it LMAOO
Saw the sun rise while I was making it
Last time I stayed the whole night up was when I was at the hospital not a while ago lowkey a month ago my sister crashed my car HAHAH
But I enjoyed making this took me some time during march April and I finished it this night
Fun fact I was actually going to add so much more and make it more aesthetic with a main menu and everything
But I stopped because I can’t lie it is definitely not healthy being obsessed like I was being in silence LOL
I remember you told me when you fall in love you FALL and become obsessed ironically this was me but it wasn’t never shown directly to you and I am very well aware don’t ask me why I do not even know
I still wish the last time we met wasn’t how we did and instead of ending things on text you did it in person lol so I could have given you a HUGEEEE hug instead of an stiff Kiss lol.
That night when I gave you an rose and you kissed me oh god I went to bed with a huge smile and butterflies in the stomach I actually did not expect that 5am text but I also knew like something was up through your body language when I gave that rose I just assumed your nervous but I was wrong
I still remember that 5 am message and I think that message plays more of a role then you ending things because of religion
I might be wrong thats just what I think but you know more than me lol
You weren’t wrong when you said my love felt reserved I could have texted you more whenever I thought about you the truth is I was thinking about you 24-7 when we use to talk even when we weren’t texting maybe thats what you meant when you said I do not know and you have to teach me about being in relationship LMAOOO sorry
I use to be excited to go back home eat food but when we talked I would be so excited just to go home at text you around 5-6 PM LOL you were on my mind all day even tho you never got to know really I guess
You use to end up in my math equations lol like you know when your writing or studying and you think about something and you end up writing that instead of what you are supposed to this is what I mean lol I use to accidentally write your name while studying HAHA
But again I do not know exactly what made us end things I will just take your word as honesty and you are right what we had was haram and my parents more so my mom and sister would be super against it HAHA
The religious guilt you left me I think you know I was raised super religious literally refrained myself to talk to girls because thats how Islam is marriage or nothing not even friends HAHA
The moment I stop being strict and guess wanted to talk to girls I end up meeting you and when you ended things because of religion I was so confused like is God sending me an message to go back to my roots lowkey got me schizophrenia for a bit LMAOOOO jk
And omg so you know you ended things on Friday night and Friday is islam prayer that day I went usually I only go to pray this time I went to listen kutbah which is a speech they make before prayer about random islamic topics
Guess what the topic was that day? HARAM RELATIONSHIPS HAHHAHAHAH I literally started smiling
There’s this one time I was just talking to a customer at work since my work consist a lot to talk and stuff we ended talking about love somehow HAHA it was some super extroverted mom and she said you look so happy talking about her I was lowkey blown away by that comment and that was a month ago LMAOOO
I am doing super good always and keep myself busy but I would be lying if I said I wasn’t the happiest when we were talking loll I guess love does some wonders
Anyways I have so much to say about that but let me stop here or else this gift won’t ever end LMAOOO and plus I think its more appropriate to have an conversation than me just talking because I wanna hear you before also
To finish off I hope you’re doing fine and better last time we spoke and I know you are!! I hated we ended things when you were somehow depressed and said you felt empty I hated when you said that because your super sweet and I like you
Keep loving yourself you are super sweet
Keep healing whatever thing you are carrying I know you told me you had therapy and pills which is great but make sure you always think positive about everything and keep doing things you love and if faith islam or whatever helps you keep it in your life somehow someway
AGAIN stay away from vices and toxic people as much as you can
Make sure you take care of yourself especially any bad habits you have hopefully you sleep better and eat better everyday even tho I can’t remind you anymore everyday HAHAH like I use too
At least I got the chance to leave you with a book about habits remember 1% better everyday is better than nothing LMAOO.
I do not know if we will ever talk like we use to even if we do not I am super glad I met you and I like this last time better than the last if it is lol
I hope life gets nicer to you and that you achieve everything you want too I will always keep you in you in my prayers :)
I can type out much more but thats it love you, miss you and take care of yourself 🫶